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My World Is All Askew [17 May 2007|11:52pm]
I never thought this would happen but.......Veronica Mars is officially cancelled. This move really backs up my claim that the people running this network are idiots. I'm sure the other shows, such as The Search for the Next Pussycat Doll, aren't bringing in the ratings either. I honestly thought the network was stupid for letting a show like Mercy Reef go but now they're just crazy. I anticipate VM fans will not take this lying down.
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iTUNES Shuffle [21 Apr 2007|10:14pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Opening Credits: I Saw It On Your Keyboard - Hellogoodbye
Waking Up: Awesum Luvr - 2gether (excuse me what????)
First Day of School: Kind of Generous - Natalie Merchant (what a sad ass first day)
Falling In Love: Destination Unknown - Crystal Waters (the title fits, but the song does not)
Fight Song: Let Your Head Go - Victoria Beckham (makes no sense...LOL)
Breaking Up: Incomplete - Backstreet Boys (finally!! one that fits)
Prom: There's No Me Without You - Toni Braxton (I love me some Toni B)
Life: Promiscuous - Nelly Furtado (well I guess I'm a slut)
Mental Breakdown: Beautiful Soul - Jesse McCartney (this would be more for coming out of a breakdown..LOL)
Driving: How We Roll - Dame
Flashback: Perfect - Alanis Morrissette
Wedding: Still In Love - Beyonce
Birth of Child: A Song For You - Elliott Yamin
Final Battle: Dats Wassup - Tynisha Keli (This works sooo well)
Death Scene: You Know I'm No Good - Amy Winehouse
Funeral Scene: Shiver - Coldplay
End Credits: No Stopping Us - Jason Mraz

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The Confessions Game [14 Apr 2007|12:44am]
[ mood | awake ]

What can I say? I'm a follower....LOL

The Confessions Game
Think of 25 people and write something to each of them.
Don't give any names.

1. Your intelligence and knowledge always amazed me. I almost felt inadequate next to you sometimes. And sometimes it annoyed me. I guess in a way I was a bit jealous. Even though you don't know it, you taught me to push myself beyond my limits. Knowing you has been a privilege.

2. I learned a lot from you. But not in the positive way. I had to completely erase myself after having you in my life. I thought you were my first real love. I know now that I was participating in torching my personality and self respect. Thank you for showing me what soul rape is so I know exactly what to look for the next time I get serious with someone.

3. We were unlikely friends. We don't really have much in common, except alcoholism early in our college careers. And sometimes I probably hurt your feelings. And I apologize. I did learn a lot of things about my personality from you because you bluntly told me. You asshole...LOL

4. You are so endearing. Extremely sweet. Everytime I saw you, you were smiling. I think that's why you tend to draw people towards you. We really don't each other too terribly well but I miss you.

5. You were one of the first people to make me feel at home, when I was 6 hours away from family and in a new living situation. You took me under your wing and I am eternally grateful to have know you. And I MISS YOU so much. You helped me accept myself for who I am.

6. I don't talk to you much anymore. I wish I did. You were my best friend at college. I met you after I rebuilt myself and you were my foundation...my rock. I miss hanging with you daily. So much that when I think of the times we had it brings me to tears. Last time we talked you were having the same problems I had. I wish I could be there to hold you up the same way you held me. I miss you...I love you.

7. You were an unexpected surprise to my life. And a very welcomed surprise. We're really quite different but somehow we get along really well. A true best friend. You have this wonderful inner strength that reaches out to everyone around you. I can't imagine not having you in my daily life.

8. My country hottie....LOL I love just talking to you. You are so warm and inviting. And a hottie with a sexy voice...LOL You are an awesome man, who deserves the best. I met you at a critical point in my life and your friendship made me feel great.

9. I could never have a list like this without putting you in it. Knowing you has kept my life interesting, random, always entertaining and never dull or sad. We don't talk as much now but I could see you tomorrow and we'd pick up right where we left off. The beauty of our friendship. I wouldn't trade you for anything in the world. You have always been there through EVERYTHING. Through my stupidity, my loss of self and my life. I wouldn't be who I am today without you.

10. Another friend from afar that helped me grow into my sexuality. A guy who stood up so proudly and led by example. Looking back on the days I spent with you I realize how lucky I had it, and how much I miss you. Our friendship was a good one and I wish it could have continued to grow.

11. Your energy is what made me love you....LOL You always had it and it never faltered. I don't think I ever saw one day that you were unhappy or not enjoying your life. I have learned some things from you. How to live free. A hard lesson to learn. You taught me well. We have fell out of touch but I know when we do finally hang out, I'll see how much you better have missed me....LOL

12. You have done so much for my self esteem. I know you think I gained that confidence no my own. It was mostly from you. The attention you paid me really made me feel good about myself. You could have anyone and you look at me with awe. You make me feel safe and I try my hardest to impress you, which I guess isn't healthy at all...LOL.

13. This is going to be an obvious one but man I've had a crush on you for years...LOL And I mean the school girl crush also. The giggling, the smiling, the mild flirtation that has escalated into wild flirtation. You're so modest, yet kind of forward and surprising. Spontaneity is th lesson I learned from you. Even though I haven't had the time to test it yet...LOL

14. You are a good friend. Sometimes you go a little far and a little heated up over small things, but that's just how you are. You are intense and very passionate about things...people. Over the top is what I'd call you. But you see the best in people and you're not shallow. Otherwise you wouldn't have some of the friends you have....LOL

15. You my friend are a great addition to my life. You keep me on my toes and my job would not be what it was if you weren't there on a daily basis making it worth it. I hope we stay friends for a long time.

16. Hey.....shut up! LOL You and I have soo much in common. But there's so much I don't know about you. So many sides I haven't seen. Probably because whenever we do get deep we make out. LOL but you are an intelligent guy and you know what you want and go after it. i admire that about you.

17. I haven't talked to you in years. Last time we did talk you were going through a lot of stuff. Life changing stuff. I want to know how you are and what you're doing. Writing this I realize that you were my first love. I care deeply about you. I had nothing to offer you but you still wanted me. You're always in my mind. I guess we'll always have sonic.

18. Sexiness of the tall and army infused kind. The epitome of a great guy. You should know how great you are, but I don't think you do. You never said anything bad about anyone...unless they deserved it...LOL Your competitive spirit can be mistaken for aggression but you just want to win. It's been so very long and hope you are well.

And I could only do 18....LOLOL

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American Idol [21 Mar 2007|12:29am]
[ mood | satisfied ]

Everyone stepped up their game tonight. Even so I think Sanjaya was the worst out of the bunch....followed by Gina Glocksen. Just because you come out and scream and jump around does not mean you sang well. Plus, I think Gina tries too hard. I mean, even Amy Lee of Evanescence sings in tune when she's rocking out.

Secondly, I thought Jordin Sparks was AMAZING! She has been my favortie all along, but her song gave me chills. And Blake Lewis did awesome too. His song gave me a different kind of chill ;-)

I'm glad to see that no one is ready to go home yet and they are fighting to be on the show. If all is right with the world Top 5 will be: Melinda Doolittle, Lakisha Jones, Jordin Sparks, Blake Lewis and Chris Richardson.

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I sound like a whore! [09 Mar 2007|12:35am]
[ mood | shocked ]

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It's a little early for mistakes don't you think?? [02 Mar 2007|01:02pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

So we're only at the Top 20 and America is already getting it wrong on American Idol. Sanjaya should have definitely been gone...and so should either Jared Cotter or Brandon Rogers. Not cute Nick Pedro and AJ. And on the girls side......Alaina was right but I would have rather Antonella gone home before Leslie. I mean come on. 2 weeks in a row Antonella has come out and shit on stage. What's wrong with America! God I'm annoyed.

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Can we just let it go?? [27 Feb 2007|01:35am]
[ mood | good ]

So for the first time in like 3 years I watched the Academy Awards....for 3 reasons. 1...I actually knew about the movies that were nominated. 2....Ellen was hosting and she kicks butt. 3....jennifer hudson was up for an Oscar.

I'm excited that she won. I just love seeing someone receive an Oscar and cry as if it means something and not pull out a list of Thank You's and such. Speak from the heart...It's a FUCKING OSCAR!

Next, I actually really liked Melissa Etheridge's Song "I Need To Wake Up." And I loved the Dreamgirls performance, which is the topic of this particular rant. What are these little "Beyonce vs. J-Hud: Diva-Off" things I keep seeing?

When the movie came out they were saying beyonce was jealous because she wasn't getting all the attention? Which, even though I like Beyonce, I can see. I could really see her getting upset because this nobody is getting all the attention. But since they beat that story into the ground I got over it. I mean if Beyonce's a bitch, who gives a shit. She's still going to sell CD's and Jennifer Hudson will still have an Oscar...and a Golden Globe....and every other acting award...LOL

The performance went well. I never liked the song Listen. It was almost as if she was trying too hard to push her voice to be bigger than it was. I don't think that Beyonce is better than Jennifer or the other way around. They have different voices. Jennifer has a huge, beautiful voice. Beyonce is more of a pop type vocalist. And there's nothing wrong with that.

Although I will say, I think Beyonce had a quick kick to the ego after this movie. She can't always be the one in the spotlight.

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American Idol Picks.... [24 Feb 2007|01:31am]
[ mood | content ]

Here's who I think the Top 12:

Blake Lewis (Cute and can sing anything), Chris Richardson (He has a voice I've rarely heard on AI), Phil Stacey (The perfect story), Nicholas Pedro (This boy is just damn cute and charming), Jared Cotter (you gotta have the black guy singing all the predictable R&B songs), AJ Tabaldo (they should throw this gay boy in there for good measure).

Lakisha Jones (I hope she doesn't suffer the same fate as Mandisa), Melinda Doolittle (she surprised me...and so did her lack of neck), Jordin Sparks (She's good and I just really like her), Sabrina Sloan (awesome singer...big nose....don't care), Stephanie Edwards (she's just ok in my opinion), Gina Glocksen (even though I really really really really don't like this poser).

So hopefully America will get it right.

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I'm not bad...I'm just drawn that way [15 Feb 2007|10:48pm]
[ mood | confused ]

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The Hotness of Mandy Moore [15 Feb 2007|01:13am]
I absolutely LOVE the two songs Mandy Moore has posted on her myspace page. These 2 songs will be on her new album "Wild Hope" due out in May. "Nothing That You Are" is my favorite song. Now all I need is some Howie day and I'm set for the next few weeks...LOL

I have found a new love for Corrinne Bailey Rae. Even though I hate the song about putting your records on, the performance she had with John Mayer and John Legend on the Grammys was awesome. "Like A Star" is a song I can just get lost in.

There is a large amount of music coming out. And it's all sounding different which I love to see. People taking risks with their music. Not every good song has to be club-worthy.
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Colorgenics from portsigur [15 Feb 2007|01:08am]
[ mood | good ]

You are tending to pursue your objectives with concentrated intensity and it would seem that whatever obstacles may come into your path, you will stick to your guns and will not allow yourself to be deflected from your purpose. You are striving to achieve recognition and what is more - you deserve it.

You are a very warm and emotional individual but unfortunately in the past too many people have taken advantage of this sensitive trait. You need aesthetic surroundings, or an equally sensitive and understanding partner with whom to share a warm understanding.

You need a friend - a close friend - and you are willing to become emotionally involved with the right person, but you are very demanding and particular in your choice of partners. You are constantly looking for reassurance and it is perhaps because of this that you tend to be somewhat argumentative, but you try to hold back - careful to avoid open conflict - since this might reduce your prospects of realising your hopes of establishing a warm caring relationship.

You are an emotional, sincere and impressionable individual experiencing frustration and unnecessary stress. You vehemently resist any form of pressure from outside sources, insisting on your independence as an individual. You want to be a decision maker - to make up your own mind without interference. You wish to be able to draw your own conclusions and arrive at your own decisions. You detest uniformity and mediocrity as you want to be regarded as one who gives authoritative opinions. Your favourite expression could well be that 'I may not always be right but I am never wrong'. You're a perfectionist and even though you may feel that the other person's point of view may be right, you find it extremely difficult to admit that you could be wrong.

You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that 'If its not fun - then don't do it'. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.


Pretty good assessment.

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Surprise?? [12 Feb 2007|10:39am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

About a week ago i got a call from my ex. And by ex, I mean the guy I dated when I was 17...prompted me to run away for a while. Moved to Bowling Green with me...kept me from having friends and pretty much completey destroyed my faith in compassion and love. Even after we broke up Everytime I talked to him, or saw him I just felt a rush of all the feelings that i had for him. A rush so authentic I could have fallen into the same trap again if he asked me.

After almost a year of not hearing his voice he called me. And to my surprise I felt NOTHING. He no longer has any control over me. What a rush to be free.

The only thing that worries me is why I feel nothing for him anymore. Is it because I've finally told myelf he was a complete asshole who didn't deserve me? Or is it because I've been so determined to not let anyone in that i've completely closed myself off to any feelings?

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Idol Fever!!! [26 Jan 2007|12:37pm]
Katharine McPhee has surprised the hell out of me. Her new Cd is really really good. If I didn't know any better i would think it's a black chick singing these songs...LOL Dangerous is my favorite song so far.

But Katharine isn't the only Idol Alum handing me a big bucket of BOOYAH. Paris bennett, Princess P, the powerhouse 17 year old with a squeaky voice is coming out with a new CD. You can hear her first single "Ordinary Love" and an additional track, "Burnt Up" at this website. http://www.supload.com/listen?s=SP5N08bUCAR

But that's not the only surprise. Kevin Covais Raps on her CD. That's right people. Chicken Little can rap apparently. Read the article here. http://americanidolthoughtspot.com/2007/01/19/paris-bennett-princess-p-debut-due-soon/

i'm just excited that the people who got voted off are getting some great music out there. Now all I need is some Elliot Yamin and I'm set for the year. LOL
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Yet Another Floorset [23 Jan 2007|01:09am]
[ mood | calm ]

So we have another floorset. This will the third one in a month. I'm so sick of moving shit around...LOL On the other hand, We got raises. NICE raises. And I like my job. We have a great group of kids. And they all respect me, which is awesome.

For some reason I went and downloaded 2gether. LOL I really want to watch the movie now. If I find it I am going to be so very excited.

I am starting to get bored in Nashville though. i've really got to branch out. I don't have the friend base I had in Bowling Green. It's so hard to make new friends when you work 40 -50 hours a week.

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I'm A Walking Cliche [30 Dec 2006|02:07am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
I didn't kiss a guy on the first date. I wore a suit.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don't make resolutions. Makes me feel like a failure WHEN I don't follow them.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

4. Did anyone close to you die?

5. What countries did you visit?
besides the one I'm in?? None.

6. What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006?
More money....maybe a boyfriend.

7. What date from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
The day I graduated from college.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Moving out on my own.

9. What was your biggest failure?
Being a kind-hearted person??

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?

11. What was the best thing you bought?
My new phone. It rocks.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
this bitch at Abercrombie who wouldn't shut up about a return.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Gas, Clothing, Rent, Food,

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Getting the job at Abercrombie.

16. What song(s) will always remind you of 2006?
Nelly Furtado - Promiscuous
Fatboy Slim - Wonderful Night
Fergie - Fergalicious

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
happier, sadder? Happier
fatter, thinner? Prolly the same
richer, poorer? richer.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
I wish I had worked out more.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
With the family.

21. What was the most embarrassing thing that happened to you in 2006?
making out with someone, on stage at PLAY.

22. Did you fall in love in 2006?
I think I took that word out of my vocabulary.

23. How many one-night stands?
Ket's not belittle this survey with meaningless numbers.

24. What were your favorite TV programs?
Heroes, Ugly Betty, Grey's Anantomy, Take Home Chef

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?

26. What was the best book you read?
Hmmm.....Velocity by Dean Koontz.

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Snow Patrol, Stefy

28. What did you want and get?

29. What did you want and not get?
New computer

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Dreamgirls, The Prestige

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I was 23 and i sat around and enjoyed my day off.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Making a few more friends in Nashville.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?

34. What kept you sane?
My Mom, my friends

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Curtis Stone

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
I'm so over the government

37. Who did you miss?
All my Evansville friends.

38. Who was the best new person you met?
It's a tie...TJ, who is a great guy. And Angel, who can speak spanish very hotly.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006.
College is fun. Enjoy it while you can.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
It's gonna be alright no matter what they say. It's gonna be a good day, just wait and see. - Jewel

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Buffy Is Back! [24 Nov 2006|08:41pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

In a recent article in Entertainment Weekly joss Whedon announced that he is bringing back everyone's favorite slayer. But not in the way you think....Read ahead for more info.

**We miss Buffy the Vampire Slayer. We really do. The kicks. The quips. And Willow. Wonderful, wonderful Willow. Sigh. Salvaged from the floppy ruin of a 1992 campy horror flick starring Kristy Swanson and Luke Perry, Joss Whedon's long-running television series starring Sarah Michelle Gellar was doing the Lost thing before Lost was even a glimmer in JJ Abrams' eye — epic, mythic, character-driven serialized storytelling, told with humor and heart. And save for that love it/hate it sixth season, the show never failed to deliver the goods. Today's serialized glamour shows now struggling to remain creatively vital could learn a thing or two from Buffy.

Joss Whedon misses his famous creation, too. Which is why he's returning to it three years after the show's final episode with a new comic book series, slated to debut in March, that continues Buffy's adventures. Whedon, 42, is running the comic as if it were a TV show; after writing the first four issues (a premise-establishing pilot), he'll oversee other scribes who will write the remaining issues (think: episodes) in what is planned to be 25-to-30-issue saga. ''We're calling it season 8,'' says Whedon, ''and we're picking up almost right after season seven left off. I don't know exactly why it or how it happened. I just thought, 'Oh, I could do that! It would be fun!' It happens to me every now and then, and causes me to commit to things I really don't have time for.''

Indeed, while Whedon may seem MIA — his last project was last year's Serenity, the feature-film spin-off of his cult TV series Firefly — he's remained extremely, geekily busy. In addition to writing the Buffy comic, the cult-pop auteur is also writing Marvel's best-selling title, The Astonishing X-Men, preparing to take over Marvel's critically acclaimed title Runaways, making revisions on his original screenplay Goners (set up at Universal), and trying to get his next movie project — an adaptation of the DC Comics' superheroine Wonder Woman — off the ground. (The Wonder Woman update: ''Everything that was hard at the beginning is still hard. I don't feel like I've nailed it yet, and I think the studio agrees. So I'm still plugging away. It's probably not as hard as I think it is, because I'm still a little fired from my TV decade. I should have taken a year off. It's now too late to realize that. But it's a big job. And besides her great origin story, there's nothing from the comics that felt right 100 percent, no iconic canon story that must be told. Batman has it made — he's got the greatest rogues gallery ever, he's got Gotham City. The Bat writes himself. With Wonder Woman, you're writing from whole cloth, but trying to make to feel like you didn't. To make to feel like it's existed for 60 years, even though you're making it up as you go along. But who she, and what the movie, is about, thematically, has never been a problem for me. But the steps along the way, it could be so easy for them to feel wrong. I won't settle. She wouldn't let me settle.'')

The rest of the article is here. http://www.ew.com/ew/report/0,6115,1562057_3||427099|0_0_,00.html

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Is It Me??? [16 Oct 2006|02:20am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

So I do have this weird thing where I think I'm always right. But I've had such a good track record with being right. When giving friends advice I have this way of telling what to do and not advising them. Maybe I'm being really protective or something. I'm usually a really good judge of character though. Right now, I am wishing that something would blow up in my friends face so it would prove me to be right. I know that's wrong but I can't get over it.....LOL

I know I'm a jealous person also. I don't want a relationship. So I feel that no one else should have one. I think I could just be very self-destructive and manipulative. If I am then there's a couple of things I need to change about myself....LOL

On a happier note, I am still LOVING my new job! The other managers are awesome girls and the kids just rock my socks!

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I haven't had this in a while [07 Oct 2006|06:44pm]
[ mood | surprised ]

Sprite is soooo good!

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A Good Start..... [03 Oct 2006|01:23am]
[ mood | crazy ]

So today was my first day at abercrombie as Impact Assistant Manager and.......I honestly can not wait to go to work tomorrow. Is that completely screwed up or what??? It was so much fun. And I know that the work I do will not go unnoticed. the store needs al ot of help. The visulas have no standards and the stockroom is a train wreck. All the managers are brand new which is awesome because they'll come in learning everything exactly how it's supposed to be done. I can't wait to get in there and really get the stockroom all pretty.

Also tomorrow is Tuesday and the premiere of Season 3 of VERONICA MARS!!!!! Then Wednesday the new show THE NINE starts. I absolutely love Kim Raver so hopefully the show is really good. And Scott Wolf returning to TV. Does anyone else think that neve Campbell and Lacey Chabert will show up in their own shows next fall, reuniting the Party of Five on prime time TV? Scary.

But I think I'm realy going to love this job. I just hope I don't get tired of it...LOL

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Last Day and First Day [01 Oct 2006|03:48pm]
[ mood | excited ]

So my last day at S&K was alright. The shitty sales I pulled off just reinforced my decision to quit. Not emotional or anything but I did have a good time working there. it just sucked that you had to work your ass off to get a decent check. And most of the time it was just luck of the draw.

Now I start abercrombie tomorrow and I'm extrememly excited to be back. Preppy clothing how I've missed you. And my dicsount is 40%...very nice. AND A SALARY!!!!!!! And i get to be in charge of people. I'll post tomorrow to let you guys know how my first day went.

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